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That was 30 years ago and I have been exactly that ever since.
I will never forge my first time. I placed an ad to give a blow job. A guy responded and I thought he would come and I would suck his cock and he would leave. But he had other ideas. It started like I had imagined. We got naked and I was lying on my back and he straddled my face and I took his cock into my mouth and began sucking Jim really good. He would pull it out and slap my face with it hard, shove it back in, slap my face hard and say you cocksucker, I'm gonna fuck your ass. I said no, have never done that. He said shut the fuck up fag and he turned me over, Pushed my head down, spanked my ass very hard. As he was starting to spread my ass cheeks I was squirming around tryi g to avoid his cock but he was strong and he finally got it in me. It hurt like hell and I said, no, stop and I was starting to cry. He kept saying shut the fuck up fag, you're my bitch. I was hitting my head on the headboard of the bed, and he was fucking me hard. I was in pain but not as much as earlier and I felt him jerk and he came in me. As he came I felt my own cock getting ready to cum and I shot my load all over the bed. Jim got up, said, OK bitch, you got it and now you gonna get it whenever I want it. Understand? He slapped my face and said do you understand and I said yes. He left. I lay there for about an hour thinking about what had happened. I was raped in my ass and it made me cum. And he said he was going to fuck me again. I was going to be his fag bitch. And there was no way I was going to stop him. Before I got up I was hard again and jacked off. I knew from that very moment that I was now a gay sissy fag and would be for the rest of my life.
More Lido Tales
Here's a tale that I've always thought was funny. It happened one Saturday afternoon in an adult bookstore called Lidos in Dallas. When you go in the door, on the left is the bookstore where you pay your admission, on the right is a gay movie theater and upstairs is the straight theater. The hallway leading back to the adult theater is line with private viewing rooms. They are fairly large room with paid TV, a full size couch and a lock on the door...